Its 4/20 and we’re in a quarantine. Trying to stay safe so we can make it through. It is often harder to sit and be still then it is to be constantly work. That if often when insecurities take route. I am not willing to put that much pressure on myself. I am experimenting with the sound I have in my body. What harmonies naturally come from me. What mind state do they put me in. Without the pressure of deadlines. How many songs do I need to learn for this show.

Don’t get me wrong, there is plenty of stuff I miss. I miss my guys. Can’t rehearse with them, can’t see them. I am sad about the events we were scheduled to play at. Luckily most of them have been rescheduled. I find myself thinking of new ways we can create together. How can we use technology to stay connected? To still create. While I’m not gigging I am still teaching over the internet. It’s fun to see my students in their elements and learning so much.

But I miss the outside….The sounds….The Soul….The Air….The Melody of the birds Chirping….